What a Great Day

Wow, what a great day.

I have no class today. I woke up in the morning and watched some videos from youtube.com.
Meng Chuan came in the afternoon, we went to play bowling and saw pretty girls after lunch.
After I came back, I have a nap after shower. I slept for about 2 hours.
Dinner time, went to Melati mamak and chit chat for 1 hours +.

Around 9.45pm Kuan Pang msn me and told me that Dr Tan required us to submit the 1st draft by next week Friday.

Hmm great, finally come to the dead end.

Leadership

Today i went to a training held in UTAR, "Leadership & Teambuilding". Apparently the speaker - Capt. Ariva is one of the most successful person in leadership maybe. According to him, he became a captain of a ship when he was 28, he was the youngest captain in Asia, he own 6 company right now, and i estimate his age is about 40+ but he just looks so young!

Ok, those are his background. Honestly i went to so many talks so far, most talk about leadership, including this.

I believe a theory, that i first learnt it from my dad:
One day, i was in my dad's car, and looking out of the window when he was driving. I saw a group of construction workers were stacking stones to build wall beside the road, to prevent landslide that kind of things happened. I was amazed that how could they use those stones with various kind of shapes, that actually build the wall is flat when you look from one side.

Then i asked my dad this question.

He laughed and answered me: "You don't have to know how to build it, you just have to order somebody build it for you and make sure that it won't collapse!"

Great answer.

After that, i received more ideas on "How to be a good leader?" from seminars and talks, they taught me as a leader, you must be energetic, must have a group of masterminds assisting you, must be able to lead a team...

All these information is just theory, they told you how to do, but can all these information be implemented successfully? I was doubt.

Last year, i got the chance that actually practice all the concept i learnt into real life, but is not an easy task. More problems popped out that failed to get suitable solutions. More questions that i still can't get the answers yet.

How?

I will find them one day.

没那么简单

最近流行的一首歌的歌名，黄小琥演唱，我也觉得很好听。

爱情，在偶像剧、诗句、情歌的包装下，似乎变得很神奇的东西。我说，那是脱离了现实主义。除非活在自己的梦里，否则那些情节都不会发生吧。难得出现这首歌歌叙述着爱情的坎坷，告诉人们“别再做梦了”，也算是突破。

现实生活中，何止爱情，全部东西都没那么简单。只要看得深入一点，那错综复杂的关系还真是眼花缭乱，然后就是抱着头，仰天长啸。

重点是，能否看得到它的不简单？这是个学问。


今天说了很多话，到现在头脑还是涨涨的。每样东西都不简单，希望大家想多一点。

故事终究会结束，已开始圈着那最后句号。

哎哟哟

新年快乐！

每年都一样，也没什么特别的。今年跑了很多地方，除夕、初一在振林山，初二去新加坡，初三、初四与朋友拜年去，初五到初七在 BatuPahat，初八在金宝。可说是南上北下，马来西亚半岛跑了一大半。

第一次的团员大会总算结束了，很开心，很感动。只觉得我这个人越来越可怕，邪恶到不行。我的合作伙伴，*咳咳* 四个字：阿弥陀佛。

嚷着不想回来，因为真的不想回来。皮痒的人，一大堆事还没完成，接下来的日子不好过。不能再等了！要赶快把 FYP 给完成！

等下先睡个午觉。


开始懒惰写部落格了，差不多要收工了。


万事如意！

要过年了

要过年咯，又是朋友聚餐的日子。这两天吃了很多肉类，昨天是牛扒，今天是海鲜大餐。善哉善哉。

虽然说很努力吃素了一个多月，但体重竟然没减轻！不清楚我的能量是从哪来的。无论如何，健康就好。对肉类已失去热忱的我，新年回来后继续吃素啦。


今天决定第二度取消Robotic Society的团员大会。只能说很遗憾。

当初大家说会员们都散去了，筹委们也没心了，比赛不够人了，没机会发掘新人了，好，我建议来个团圆大会把所有问题都解决。至少我觉得，这是比较有效地解决方案。

既然大家还是觉得没必要，我也不必去勉强。感觉上到今天为止，他们还是为了应酬我而办。

在拉曼的失败作再添一桩。


要新年咯，感觉怪怪的。没有开心的理由，只想到新年回来后生活将会很惨。要开始找工，论文差不多得交了，下乡团，下乡人联谊会，Robotic Society...

吃大便，不想理那么多。


愿来年事事顺利，风调雨顺。

自食其果

最近对睡觉失去了兴趣。很难入睡，睡睡醒醒，落枕，早起。反正，头脑就是没休息过。

以前总认为自己的能力比较强些，这个也接那个也接，结果也是有倒下来的一天。不能做就别接下嘛，硬是要霸着位子不放。

总之现在惨了，几个头都不着岸。

开始重新审核自己，为自己所做的打个分数。不过这点还是有困难，标准要如何设定？

唉。补救中。

啊~~

又是失眠，情况越来越严重。连周公也不收留我的晚上，只好跑来这里透透气。

也许太多东西要担心了。

FYP还在拖着，感觉已不够时间做了却还是拖着。虽然说没那么容易做，但也没那么难做。那天听的讲座教我如何设定目标，应该好好实践才是，别学了不用嘛。

可怜的Robotic Society，已渐渐被我遗忘。目前的工作就只是给压力，反正我什么都不会做。希望他们做事情能多动脑筋，别老是等我提醒。

可怕的下乡团，问题还真是烦不完。感受到比上一次还大的压力，怎么办？

最近偷偷准备着CV。天，要开始找工了。梦想能不能实现呢？工作经验？参与过的活动？技能？特长？等到这时候，才发现我能写的东西也不多。

噢，人生就不能就简单点吗？