未来啊

是怎样？

好闷

今天和 Chuah 聊天。

以前读书时，每天一班人混在一起有说有笑；现在大家做工了，分散各地，见面的机会很少。我每天做完工回家后都是一个人对电脑、一张床、四面墙，说了话也没人回应。考虑也许搬出来跟朋友住晚上还能聊聊天。

读完书回来再看情况。

Last Night in Miri

Well, unpredictable life in this company. They will inform you maybe 2 or 3 days before and you won't know when you will come back, just bring more cloths.

Just done the offshore safety training course, and i am ready to work offshore! Surprisingly they sent me to this training as i just started to work for 3 weeks time, i wish i can go offshore to have a look before go to school, the training in Tronoh.

Had my dinner with an American, he is working in Halliburton too and came for this training cos some jobs are going on in Msia area. Brought him to a mamak stall, ordered local fried rice and tomyam soup. This is what we should do to welcome a foreigner isn't it?


Good night everyone.

1st night in Labuan

This is my 1st visit to Labuan, is a chance for me to look at the operations and maintenance of my departments. Good to look at all equipments and met some people here. At night i went to club with my colleague, that was really an "unforgettable" memory in my life.

That was and awful place, liquid drink like plain water, smoking non-stop. Everyone was getting high in the end, left 1 person look at the show - that is me! I was feel like an alien, came to a planet which not belongs to me.

Well not going to say is a good experience, but glad to have this kind of experience which i have been looking for for such a loooong time.

Its time to sleep, gonna work on tomorrow.

Night.

开工前

一个人窝在吉隆坡
才第二晚，多少有点不习惯

今天去还水电、上网的账单，下午去运动
明天又是没节目
多希望明天就开工，看看那公司内部长什么样

老爸很不舍得我离开新山做工
特别是那种听说还得练习直升机逃生的工作
孩儿不孝，不想芳年二十三就呆在家里到老
去外头闯闯看世界
才知道世界有多大

最近回想上一份工作的表现
很对地方值得改进
要改进

就酱

12月8号

昨天和同事喝了茶，回到办公室收拾了包包就驾车回家。开车到半途想起一样很重要的东西没拿，马上掉头又回到了公司。

那是一个我小学开始用的铁皮笔盒。明天就不会再回到公司了嘛。

五个月的时间过得真快。那时还懵懵懂懂地接下工作，经历了许多，一心想着要离开。

现在梦想成真了。

临走前握着 Mr Kee 的手，我知道他对我的离开很失望。这次学会了做抉择时必须要残忍点，希望十年后的我还保有一点人性。

只能说这餐是狮子开大口

下星期十五号开始 training 啦！希望一切顺顺利利，让我好好做个五年十年。

话说寻找钻油台照片时，许多是着火的

就这样，下星期吉隆坡见。

转折

这几天内心受煎熬。

星期二的早上呈上了辞职信，下午才收到了他们的 confirmation letter。经理提供的职位和加薪的确很吸引人，不过我不认为我会改变我的决定。勉强答应他们考虑一星期，然后把信收在一旁。

不知不觉做工四个月了。从一开始跌跌撞撞，四处碰钉，到现在可说是稳定了下来，一路上各位师兄师姐的相助不胜感激。在这时候说要离开，的确很残忍。

只能说这次如果我放弃去哈里的机会，我会很后悔。即使做个一两年觉得不适合，到时再换工也行。所以很简单，不顾一切离开就是了。

也有经理同我私低下谈：“那工作危险，地点又不定。你的老爸老妈同意吗？五年后又要娶老婆。。。在这里机会很多，公司正在扩展，以后会更有前途。。。”

我还是很简单，不顾一切离开就是了。

最对不起就是我的两个经理了。帮我争取了福利，我却不接受。找一天同他们出来吃饭聊天。


倒数33天迎接新工作。