Precious Conversation

Feel blue now. Just now I had a conversation with my course mate. Then our conversation came to about our results. My CPGA now is 3.0, and his CGPA is 2.9.

He always skip classes, sleeping or chatting during lecture, copy most of the tutorials and exercises. I am different, I try to be concentrate in all the lectures and tutorial classes, try to do all the tutorials questions, and try to understand it. But, how come the result difference is so little?

I don’t know what’s the problem. Maybe I wasting too much time in surfing nets, maybe the way I study is wrong, or even the way I study is not suitable for UTAR examination. But I will make sure that I studied and understand all before exam. Every times enter the exam venue with confidence in my exam, and also believed that I can get good result after complete it. But the result is always frustrating me.

I am very happy with my Y1S1 result. I study a lot, and got what I should get. Y2S2 is just like holiday, happy everyday. Not study hard, the result reflect the fact. I deserved it. Y2S1, I tried to study more. Expected result is about 3.3(although not very good), but I got 3.0. Especially the maths3, only got B. Totally out of my expectation, I thought at least can get A- or higher. So that now my CGPA is 3.0. Lie on the boarder line of 2^nd upper class.

This week is week 12^th, the exam is around the corner, i can sense the pressure. Total 6 subjects, 1 is Pendidikan Moral, my biggest challenge. Others got 4 subjects is open book exam, never have it before.

I plan to further my studies after graduate, then I must get 2^nd upper class or higher. That’s what I worry about.

Wish me all the best.